Island
2017-2026
Imprint (one a memory of the other), Portland cement, Memory Foam, Aqua Resin. Part missing counterpart, my hand, my elbow, the heaviest memory of all. Insulation foam. Wood. Part of its container. Destroying my own image. Striking until the wheels fall off. Collecting the hardware. Yogurt cup. Basket woven from the copper wire inside my parent’s extension cords. Limitation. Deformed stone splitter, nuts. A gifted rock? Paper. Debris. Dust. Pencil markings, holes for hanging. Measurement, wall patch, artist’s tape. Level. Various small heights. For Tiny Things. Trying to be careful.
Lead tubing. Making chain, breaking knots. Plastic scrap. Being underwater, an experiment. Forced abrasion, extrusion, tape. Blasted not. Mold of the flute of a column, to my height. Wrinkles. Digging holes. Someone else’s floor. Dead Horse Bay mistake, plastic, circles, debris, screws, gold leaf. Marble core, plastic wrap, green sticker. A study of holes.
Cooking twine. Black stop, bell ringers. Someone making my brain. The inside of an egg that I ate… Salt. Rocks from the beach, buoy, silver, steel, bronze... coil pot, clothesline from kite string. Wood fired ceramic. Holding fragments. A pressed lilac. Notebook page. Duplicate rocks. Gold leaf, Walnut Point. Tiles. The back of a sculpture, missing a wing, bricks, Sculpey, paper towel puncture, the color. Unfinished ceramic, wax. Quick wood ring. Ammunition. Sawhorse. 2 x 4’s. The bag the per diem came in. Steel? Blue nipples, black door. Smashed jingle bells. A shelf from her storage unit. Walnut mountain. Walnut island. Maple wedges. Bronze shims, the edge of one shelf, the second shelf, a table. A table full of things.
Tracing paper hole. In the middle, broken chasing tool. Stacks of photos, pictures of the sticks. Measuring ourselves against a corner. BCE. Photographs of the island. Photographs of the figurines, mounts, fragments, marbles, cores, plastic wrap, debris, sticker, Naxos. The Great Door. New shoes. Soap stone, wedges, gold, push pins, foam core, rubber band, twist tie, and fire, porcelain, a ticket. A grid with my name on it. Rocks, falling through cotton ball. Broken molds, tiles, evidence of a blow. Deflated balloon. Bag holding BBs. Cubes made for a game. Fragile chain, knot parts, plastic. Ceramic shoved into itself, someone’s writing, silenced bells.
Tiles, stacks of tiles. Latex belly buttons. Directional marker. Four birds. Broken molds. Ceramic. Melted cones. The way my muscles come together. Photographs of the clay I carried. Trespassing. Photographs of the measuring sticks. Is this when we forgot them? Two, two leaves from a fig tree. One working mood stone, stain the same shape, broken hair tied. Terms of direction, fake rocks, part of an architecture. Silver rings. Pewter, glass, rocks, balls, steel, leftover copper, a romantic patina. Ovals on ovals, latex containers, nipples, gold. Playing cards. String coming, plastic, tracing paper spine, skins, leftovers.
The top of a snow globe. The rim of a plate. Stacks of holes. Cast porcelain cups. The sunset. Broken mood stones. Broken magnets, the pencil I used to draw. Foam core. Pearls, and number 20. More tiles. The remote place, columns. A stack of holes. Tracing paper, wadding. Pierced tongue depressor, porcelain vessels, the time, silicone, stolen pool chalk, a bag of mood material. Melted in pairs, silver, nickel, pewter. Sticks, wire, pin, black dye, parts of broken figurines, foam core. Sculpey. The color blue, the Aegean Sea. Make rocks, stacks of holes. Silver. The seam. Twelve with a circle around it. Screws. Two parallel lines, an arrow pointing up. My measuring stick, broken end, clothesline, memory wire. Splitting stone with wedges and shims. Dents. Bronze, goldleaf, wood. Photographs.
Vessels. So, cast porcelain, rock, wax, cotton ball, the thing called, tiles, buffing cloth, safety pin, suction cup, pearl. Mold for a column. Reassembly. Dowel rods. Double repaired vessel. My thumb. Bags of BBs, headless women. Broken magnet. Unfired porcelain ball. Stolen collectible spoon, breakfast. From Iowa? A broken pot with paraffin wax. An impression. Columns. Plastic pieces from my coffee cup, toothpicks, mixing sticks. My finger, binder clip. Silver rings. Ceramic with my tongue. The soft cover from a pointy thing. Paper towel, nipples. A woman missing her hands. Helping… two pieces of lead, helping each other stand. Balls, rocks, tiles, chain. Stack of hole protectors. A long line, a circle. A hidden B.
The pencil I drew with. An arrow pointing up. Plastic sack, rocks. Flowers that escaped their arrangements. Clothesline, cheesecloth. That’s a touch of… blue from the bronzes I put in the sea.
Blue plastic bag for carrying our finds. Remnant from a sculpture. My version of a… Sinew. String. Maple for something else. Two silicone sheets. Lead basket. Flat rounds. Parts from a shelf. Parts from a table. Steel wedge. The angles. My favorite red coil pot. Something like Lincoln Logs. Impact? Background noise. Memory wire, steel hoop, a real clothespin. My shoes. An outlet. Gold leafed rock from Bard, two-way mirror. Thin Maple skin. Underneath. The golden egg. My prize is… This one like the other. Shelf supports. (the aftermath of) Small steps. Black stack. Blue handles, angle collection. Cement test? Fake rock. A page from the Brooklyn Rail. A figure made of BB’s. A con, a rock, a fake rock, tiles. All with various inclusions. The stacks. The sticker off a… off a… thing of thread. Reusable mold material, a point, silver, notebook paper, a spine, a stack of wax vessels. Type. Sewing thread on a bobbin. A spool.
A line, an arrow pointing up, 19, or 61 upside down, a circle, screws. Wood echo. The inside of an extrusion, magnifying glass. What’s left of the temple? A squeeze, fragments, a container, part of an earring, buttons, jump ring, a broken handle. Stacks of tiles, rocks from the beach. Steel from a fallen scaffold. Coin collection. Weather, wind, salt, shells, grass, tiles, blue, black, story. Fabric column. Someone else’s drawing material. Used sparklers. From New Year’s? Bronze gems. A stack of castoffs. Test casts. Metal tubing. A near arrest.
Hole for a spring, a fake rock. Part of an armature. Traces of. Styrofoam. Tools for a baby, an implement. Ceramics dipped in milk. Ceramics and their pairs. Back-to-back pink. Rusted nipples, silicone. Repeating misalignment. Cement backer board. Rocks, rolls, the broken rim of the plate, hot glue, rubber band, a cut lock, eraser. An attempt to organize silver fragments. Attention. The boldly locked. Stringed, quick cement, cement, steel, bronze. A hole, an impact. Cubes made for a game. Blows. Pink silicone. Clay cut in half, spread open, is my body. Stacks of tiles, tons, a sinker, a vessel, marble. A stretch. Picture of columns. A spring. A knot. Winged Victory. Broken tongue depressor. Stacks of hole protectors. Peeling, magnetic clay, porcelain, pins, plastic sack. Testing expansion. Cuts and wedges. Small container. Debris, wood, silver. Cone packs, heat, marble, atmosphere. Melting temperature. (it’s all worse) Stacks of hole protectors. Two wax depressions, plastic poles. Wooden cores. Handle, fingerprints.
Stele, organizer. Paper trays, gift tape, cataloguing the debris. Walnut Islands. Plexiglass, a box from my Iphone. Capsules. Parts of, parts of. Things that look like figures I found. Silver, chunk glass, bread. Wax, resin, latex. Sewing, tweezers, dried color. Cuttlefish, wax pencil. Hole protectors. Bricks. Bricks I made from rocks and tiles. Trying to make my own money? Columns. Glass paperweight. Pot with paraffin wax. Pewter, pewter and BB’s, rubber band. A vessel full of balls. Wood, nipples, shells, paper clay. Stacks of holes, rocks, wrapping another rubber band. Stacks of photographs. Hole protectors. Half of an impression? A collection of glaze. Shards and string. Pictures of the measuring sticks. Paper squeeze. Tuning to time travel. Chest. A wrapped cut, tiles from someone else’s floor. Something broken, reassembled. A litany of holes.
An egg I ate, a cast of the inside of an egg that I ate, steps, stacks of photographs. Where the shelves meet. Screws. An internal support, chess, bronze shim, white stretch, two gold leafed toothpicks, forming, copper, silver, steel, plastic, oval, quick cement, nickel, silver, BB’s, dowel rods, used to make chains. Twisted wire. Mixing sticks. Notebook paper, pictures of the sticks. Measuring ourselves against something. Parts of an architecture, pins, nails, two cuddling nails. Cut plaster, photograph of the island. Tack cloth. Broken chasing tool. Tray of pearls… string of pearls, memory wire. A picture of the windmill door. Inserting myself into the archeological record. Something that looks like beads. The wind. A pistachio shell, the score, stacks of holes, stacks of hole protectors, marble. Enamel. The measuring stick of his height. Marble core, saran wrap, blue glass, a chain part of a cone. A sink strainer, a loupe. My favorite photograph of the sticks. Measuring the horizon line. The Cyclades. This rescued pencil eraser.
Chains, beads. Wood putty. Threading the needle. Piercing. The navel of the ancient world. Double repair. The way my muscles come together, fire supports atmosphere. Wrapped figures, wax, what not. Grinding wheels, arrows, tape. Gold leafed rock. Attempts at making teeth. Ceramic not allowed to finish. Women missing arms. The insides of a clock. Pearl, brick, shell. The face worn off. Iridescent glass. Gifted. Lead knot. Lead container, to breathe from a column. Three of them. A gift of a bead from a/her pocket. Attempts at direction. Wadding. Bandages, needle, muslin. The atmosphere supports… silver, the letter A. The letter A twice. Two parallel lines. Teaching sample? Things in attempt to make things that look like teeth, fake rocks. Measuring stick. String. Ash.
Pewter, to a mirror, safety pin. Parts of…. Band-Aid backing. A blow. Earring posts, parts of a necklace. Nipples not… A wrapped cut, rocks, replicas. A knot. Salt. Balloon weights, a shelf. Standing lead. Something magnetic. Attempts at making a yoyo. The inside of an egg I ate. Wadding, plexiglass, not cement, pictures of Dhaskalio. (I forget his name) A cliff. Porcelain, Mica, tiles. The hand of a figurine, broken arm. Stacks of tiles. Parts of architecture, my finger, will go through, copper chain, gold rock. Pictures of the island, sanctuary dust. Blue food coloring seal. Rock. The dress I wore. Something stuck in the seam. It made it all the way back with me. A face, a lion, a shell. A shell… a broken… a broken roof. Polishing cloth. A pot, shoved into itself, stack of tiles, on guard. Measuring stick, L brackets, clothespin spring. Indigo. Red clay business, pink porcelain, a blow. Leg. A knot? Remains of a temple.
Blue glass, walnut peak. A brush stuck with its color. Wax. Containers. Making jump rings. Porcelain. Archival tag, silver, emeralds, skin. Rubies. Cement ball, rocks. Mica, nipples, magnetic clay, marbles, stir stick, Epsom salt, slip cast, my bricks. Stacks. Thread, Sculpey, stain, attempts at making my own… currency. Over pours. The number 18 circled. An arrow pointing up. Pink porcelain, blue porcelain. Screws. Something from my closet. Tape, pencil, dirty hands. Steely hands. A hook. Smashed pipe, making a die. Compression. Some support for a vessel. A corner.
Whittled stick. Little old stick. I can’t remember where you came from.
An architecture, a small city. One thing making another. Marble dust. Bubble wrap. Alone angle. All the marks on the floor. Maple. Copper wire. Some background. Granite dust from a monument making shop in Queens, unknown letters and numbers. Gray soap stone, a test. Two blocks of clay with their insides pulled out. Bubble wrap. Parts of shelves. Directional marker. Parts of a temporary table. Steel, steel welding wedge. Maple corners. Left over. An outlet. Attempts at a direction. Pencil. A tight temperament, corner. Photographs of Island from years ago, pushpins, pencil, sketchbook paper. Cheesecloth with a hole ripped through. (we were making eyes) Two screws, and they’re… anchors. Braided copper wire from the inside, stripped from the insides of my parents. Extension cords. Holes. Holes, holes, holes. A litany of holes. Wax repair. Pushpin, pushpin, the skin from a shelf. Butterfly clip. Screw, Scotch tape.
The start. The corner. Lengthy hook, stolen goods. An elastic device. Magnets. Offerings. Blue painter’s tape.
Photo credit: Lance Brewer